i read your post 

im sorry imsorry 

im so sorry 

please dont blame this on yourself

im not worth it im not worth being saved 

im just some toy 

just knowing that you would want to help is good enough

it made me happy 

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

its not your fault its mine fur being so weak 

please dont worry about me

ill be fine i always am 

 im just pretending to be ok 

i just dont want anyone to worry about me

i dont want to lose anymore loved ones 

to HIM 

i have to keep on smiling 

i told you i would sacrifice myself in order to keep my furrends safe 

if i do not listen to his order i can keep you guys safe 

even if he ends up hurting me 

just knowing you guys are safe will make me happy